Peggy's Farewell Party 25/9/10

Just had a farewell party for Peggy. She's going to Singapore on 1st of October T_T

I'm going to Singapore only on 16th of December. I'll meet her there I think :)

Too bad I didn't bring my camera just now, all the moments had been captured by using Peggy's and Jamie's cam. We meet in 7atenite and had some drinks there. I don't order alcohol for this time because I scared to get headache again. Jerry was having his 'Long Island' with Melody, meanwhile Lina and peggy's Baileys made me thought of it made me almost get drunk before. I've met some new friends there. Zafri, a malay guy who looks like chinese when he came and asked me whether I'm Sora. Oya, that's a story inside haha! If I not misspelling the other two guys' name, who are called Hari and Jason, two indian guys and one of them is a pilot! That's cool!

We've planned to move to another venue for chatting since there are crowded and the music just became our obstacle for talking, so we then off to Terrace, which is our favorite place as well.

Terrace's always my favorite place to drink and having chit-chat time with my friends. I've ordered a cup of cappuccino with a slice of cake while Jamie was having her hot latte with a slice of strawberry cheese cake. Thumbs up for the dessert, yumssss! We had a nice moment of talking some jokes and experience there! I just love it :)

I had an awesome night and a good chit-chat time with them. I'll miss Peggy a lot in Malaysia and wish she'll has her better future in Singapore. All the best, Peggy! :)

23.09.10

*Happy Birthday to my dearest brother!*

:)

Love Chiling

I've enjoyed my day time with the gang again!

No doubt, Chiling is always the best choice for me. I love it! Trust me, you'll like it as well once you go there and feel the natural :)

It took us around one hour to reach, the usual activities that we will do there are jump into the waterfall, swimming, chilling, eating, chatting, napping and climbing everywhere xD oya, there are alot of fishes swimming with you as well! :)

I've ever brought bread, cup mee, chocolates, snacks, cucumber and even oranges to eat there, a natural fridge is provided :p

Next time I'm gonna bring a watermelon to eat there I swear! hahaha!!!

No worries about the inconvenient up there because once you get there, you will think about nothing is impossible. Amazing yo? haha, just because your mind can totally refresh and relax there and have fun gao gao if you are active enough! (Not advisable for those who HATE outdoor activities and natural -.-)

We did some chatting with an ang moh who was bringing his malay girlfriend along to Chiling. According to the his girlfriend, the ang moh know better than her about Malaysia because he is working here for many years. He said that he is the forth main race in Malaysia, that's cool as a Malaysian yo :p

Chiling Waterfall become my second home because I'll start to miss the place after I feel bored about the busy and repetitive life in KL. I like the feeling to run away from the city and run into the embrace of natural, its feel so good! Besides the beautiful city in KL, don't forget about the wonderful natural in another side of Malaysia also, our tropical country :)

ONE MALAYSIA ROCKSSSS!!!

Meet The Real Me

Blog is my personal space where allow me to write everything which I never tell to anybody. There are only few people will really visit or just drop by my blog without leaving any comment as I know. It definitely just like that since I never promote it to my friends. hmm...My mind seriously is blank right now...

Refreshing...........

Okay, let's play with the blog's facility --> numbered list :D

Title: (untitled)

1. Today is 15/9/2010, Wednesday.
2. My today's plan is sleep after blogging, working at 4.30pm-8.30pm, singing in feeling cafe at 9pm-12.30pm.
3. I am single now.
4. What's in my mind now is my car!?!?!?! (So weird)
5. I wish I can strengthen my digestive system. (I can easily gastric)
6. No doubt, I love my family very much.
7. I have no any favourite number, colour or shape. (I am flexible for sometimes :p)
8. The animal I like the most is horse.
9. Dogs are just like my friends who have 0% possibility to betray me.
10. friends are my important supporters besides my family :)
11. For me, anger is just an emotion that make you seem undesirable.
12. The precious reason to live is... _____ (I leave it blank because I can only answer this question when the moment comes to my death)
13. I can't forget about the kiss on my cheek given by my elderly feared most teacher in a prefect ceremony when I was form 5.
14. A real gentleman for me is he understand the saying 'ladies first'.
15. The love can ever lose is a fact that we cannot accept as truth...
16. I put my handphone not far from me most of the time.
17. I wash my hair daily but still it looks oily soon.
18. I get used to put my legs up on the chair when I'm eating at home.
19. I can feel asleep only when I'm covering a blanket and hugging a small pillow.
20. Mcdonald's is one of the best ideas when it comes to a difficulty of thinking what to eat.
21. What I feel sorry to 'plain water' is you will only think it's a need when you are extremely thirsty or you are in a terribly sick but when there are choices during a hi-tea time, it never ever skim over your eyes.
22. I wonder how many people can really understand about the meaning of 'sorry'? Say 'sorry' only when you are feel sorry, or else don't misuse the 'serious but meaningful word'.
23. You can actually slap me if I argue with my parents.
24. A doctor told my mum that I have an incurable disease when I was 12. Well, I'm 20 now, still alive and healthy. This is why I want to do what is in my mind at the moment.
25. If you are sincerely wanna know me more, you'll get surprise! :)

Another 25 numbered list I did in my blog besides the one in my facebook account. All are about who I really am. (Every single sentence of the 25 lists above are under copyright protection)

To my friends who are reading this, as you know that I not really tell many of my friends about my blog, so the people who is reading this unquestionable is my very important friend that I have. No doubt, you are the one who I've mentioned above. I'm here to take this opportunity to say thank you for supporting me when I was upset. You were my light when I felt hopeless and I believe that you will maintain the brightness until the end of my lifetime. What I want to tell you is, I'll do the same for you I swear! :)

You know who you are :)

你可能忽略的事——孝

嗯...刚刚从电冰箱拿了一支已装满凉水的水瓶，喝了一口，脑海里是这么想的...

早知道刚刚不要吃那么饱啦-.-

装满了一肚子的水，何必呢？

其实是我妈妈为我准备的，当然要喝完咯！

以前有人问我，爱爸爸多还是妈妈多，我会想一想，然后说爸爸！不知道是巧合还是天意，我从小到大的华语作文考试都会出现以下类似的题目：

“我最尊敬的人”，“我的榜样”，：“我的父亲”......

不容置疑，我一定会首先想到我最尊敬的他——爸爸。

爸妈，我是永远爱定的了；既然每次都写有关爸爸的故事，那这次倒想写写关于妈妈的。

其实，爸爸对我的影响极大，我觉得我有很多与他很相似的地方；然而，我与母亲大人除了样貌从小被人说很像之外，就没别的相似之处了。我一直以来都觉得妈妈最疼就是弟弟了，别问我为什么，这是我的感觉。难得的是，我既然一点醋意也没有，反而她越对弟弟好，我就会越开心，令我也想对弟弟好，这是很奥妙的，好像在比赛！我们家不会发生抢玩具或抢什么的情况，更不会有向父母投诉姐弟相处有问题的事件；因为我们从小就明白相亲相爱的重要性。我对此感到很骄傲，也很幸福。有如此完美的父母，如此完美的姐姐和弟弟，说真的，我无憾了！

妈妈，是怀胎十个月生下我的那位。生育的过程，辛苦；养育的过程，更辛苦。现在的你，有在另生育你的妈妈担心吗？没有的话，恭喜你，你是个孝顺的孩子；有的话，请你做点儿事情，让你的妈妈知道你已经长大了，不再是任性的你。

很难吗？有什么比在你最亲的亲人面前放下尊严来的珍贵？问题是，你愿意吗？你愿意为了你的亲人暂时放下面子和尊严吗？有没有想过后悔的滋味是怎样的？要试试吗？

可悲啊！我认识的很多人之中，有一些是属于后知后觉型的。被动，迟早有一天令你后悔莫及，你不敢说对不起，你要别人先说；你不敢表白，你要等对方先开口；你不敢踏出第一步，你要全世界的人都先主动......这样真的好吗？主动有那么难吗？

与父母亲吵架，一个不喜欢就大声关房门，再不就离家出走。走时的心情不好，觉得自己干了一件无愧于心的事，其实你是在干大逆不道之事。你转身就走，头也不回；在你后面的父母拦也拦不了，心...倒是痛得不得了！正在气头上的你，会明白吗？

别再为自己找任何借口了！压力，每一个人都会有，释放压力不是每个人都能做得好。别盲目的追求你想要的事物，真正宝贵且无价的，就在你眼前，那两位为你奔波劳碌，含辛茹苦将你养大的父母。要得到别人的尊重，首先要先从尊敬父母开始。须知...百行应推孝为先。

平时的我说话不会口干干，现在用写的，倒是脖子累，眼睛痛！歇一歇，再聊！

:)

思维所能及——自由，想象，发挥，无限

原来我在接下来的星期一和星期二都没着落...

看回我电脑桌旁的时间表，日期与日期之间密密麻麻的‘每日计划’让我不禁自言自语～我真的有这么忙吗？？？

看似忙得不可开交的我，其实也不晓得为何还会偶然觉得空虚。空虚，是不应该会在我身上出现的一种感觉，因为我有够忙忙忙～

可是，为什么我就偏偏觉得空虚？

到底为什么？请你告诉我。人为何会暴喜暴忧？你是否曾经问过你自己：“我尝试用我的每一分每一秒来开心，但偏偏偏偏偏偏开心就是不能发生在每一时每一刻。”人永远就是会有不开心的时候，请问你，你愿意不开心吗？那既然不愿意，为何还要不开心？就如同你在做你不愿意做的事，自相矛盾。

我有时在想，我们可否控制自己的心情，有人回答我可以，那这个回答我的人是不是时时刻刻都开心的呢？心情要如何控制？我的很简单，天气好心情自然好；天气坏心情自然坏，所以我心情不好时别怪我，问天吧！我的朋友甲就说：“谁得罪我，别想好过！”，那他肯定是人在控制他的心情，有人对他好，他就心情好；否则就...

哈哈，朋友乙就说：“我的心情时好时坏，连我自己都不知道何时好何时坏，最好是天天都心情好啦，不然心情不好我也不知怎么办哦！”

slap slap!!!

啥东西啊？这种人就是没主见，任由心情摆布！

心情不好时，你会怎样？我觉得很多人都会选择不出声，心情不好哪来多余的心情说话？就算说出来的也不是好话，再不然就是敷衍的一两句。我接受“心情不好”这个原因咯，只要你告诉我你的心情不好，我立刻请你回家，别在我面前摆出臭脸兼不看一眼！如果有一天我约你，你不想出的话就说你心情不好，那我一定100%很肯定很确定十分百分千万分的体谅你，绝不让你出门。既然你出来了，就请你一定100%很肯定很确定十分百分千万分的想清楚，你一定要说话兼笑嘛！很难咩？很难咩？很难咩？很辛苦啊？很勉强么？

说的那么激动不是因为我有此经历，而是有感而发。幸运的是我身边大部分的朋友都好像前世没跟我说过话那样，一见面就说到散场。好样的！我喜欢！

其实...我也有不说话的时候，1）睡觉 2）死了

对了，如果有一天你看到我既不是睡觉又不是死了但都不说话时，其实还有一个原因...就是我在思考，思考的我有一半睡觉的状态，一半死了的状态，一样魂不守舍，灵魂出窍！备注，别问我是不是不开心，都说了我差不多要练到时时刻刻都开心的阶段了，就别再怀疑我有不开心的迹象。请原谅我在思考时，必须全神贯注，集所有精神于脑部，很多时候我会有意外收获，悟出道理和真谛！别笑，我是说真的！你也是，你也会有的！专心想，有逻辑的想，慢慢的将一个个你所能领悟到的东西连接起来，你就会发现很多你意想不到，用钱买不到的道理！思考是有趣的，别嫌它浪费时间。我最长时间的思考是在睡觉前的那段时间，冥思...回忆...体会...会让我突然想做我所想的事，因此睡不着而导致失眠-.-

这样不好，但就是..........犯贱！我觉得这些都是钱买不到的。靠自己的思想赚回来的道理，我很珍惜。

想象，也很不错。

那天，我婆婆告诉我当年太婆生下了我公公就因为吃太多“补品X”而去世了，我妈妈插了一句：“以前的人很少有能力进补的，你太婆反而是因为补太多而死了，你太婆死之前很有钱。”据我婆婆所说，我太婆是以设计兼缝制戏服而赚钱的，当时戏服是要一针一线缝制出来，再加上当时大戏很受人欢迎，就自然很好赚。我婆婆还接着说，就是因为你太婆早死，手艺未能授传于下一代，所以身为下一代的我们就比较辛苦，没有别人衔着金钥匙出生的命。

我倒不在乎是否出生于有钱人家，我当时在想象，如果太婆没那么早死，她就会传授她的手艺于我的婆婆，而我的婆婆就会传给我妈妈，而我妈妈就会传给我，那该多好！我一直都很想有自家的传家之宝，而这就是我所想象的宝，可惜想象终究是想出来的假象，仍需面对现实啊！

上一代的伟大——你不知道的事

据说我公公能将一大箩的榴莲在一天内吃光光，我倒想亲眼目睹。可惜他在我出生前就去世了，我只能在照片中想象他吃榴莲那狼吞虎咽的模样，哈哈，想必我爸也是得到他的真传吧，而我就得到我爸的真传，一样急！照片中的公公是个跛子，一个没有了一只脚的老人一手拿着杯子，另一只手托着拐杖，在我爸妈的喜宴上敬酒！我在小时候就看过这张照片了，我从小就对他有一种很亲切的感觉，虽然我们未能相见...但我知道如果他还没去世，一定很疼我。

我公公的一只脚是被罗里辗过而失去的，我婆婆说她在我公公发生意外后被迫赚钱养家，试想想她每天骑着脚踏车从我的老家到现在的甲洞，经过的不是顺畅的道路，而是荒山野岭，攀山涉水，凹凸不平的山路和水路，赚的不是一两千；而是一两块...餐餐吃的不是白饭；而是番薯。没有他们，哪有我们现在就读的机会？没有他们，你是谁？前人种树，后人乘凉，你有否想过？树欲静而风不止，你是否明白？百行应推孝为先，你有做到吗？

我爸爸特别倔强，倔强于一些我敬佩的地方。他倔强于孝顺，日子无论多难熬，他都坚决孝顺我婆婆。他倔强于有骨气，无论受尽多少人的“白鸽眼”，他都不会低头。他倔强于有正义，当年经济不好时有人建议他卖有病的猪肉，他宁愿转行。我们人穷志不穷，我永远尊敬我爸爸！

我今天有点罗嗦，不...应该说我天天都有说不尽的话，今天干嘛说那么少啊？哈哈

是睡觉的时候了，今天不思考，因为所想到的都写在这儿了，下次谈谈我妈妈还有我的姐姐和弟弟！他们都是我此生最爱的亲人:)

晚安！

They Are Awesome

Family & Relatives

1) dad

2) mum

3) Kit Wei(brother)

4) Kelly Lim(Ah ee)

5) Ah ee's husband

6) Hee Tee Guan(Cousin)

7) Hee Tee Yang(Cousin)

8) Ivy Hee(Cousin)

9) Hee Ai Jiun(Cousin)

10) Ice(Eldest sis)

11) David Tan(Brother-in-law)

12) Peye Tan(Niece)

13) Jun yan Tan(Brother-in-law's brother)

14) Tiger Lim(Uncle)

Friends

15) Lulu Soo(Colleague)

16) Carrie Loy

17) Jen Shen Lim

18) Zhihong Chun

19) Leong Chee Hoe

20) Lim Jia Seng

21) Poh Poh

22) Kevin Chang

At first, I only expected my brother and JenShen will come to visit me in the cafe, but then I saw Carrie and JenShen, following by my dad and my mum and my siblings and my aunty and my uncles and my colleague and my cousinssss and my other friendsss. I felt surprise and this is the first time I got the feeling about how important of myself. Eventhough during my birthday I never have this kind of feeling. I got the feeling at Feeling tonight! Thanks to my lovely-dearest-sweetheart-awesome-wonderful-fabulous-perfect big family and friends. Once again, I love you all muaks muaks muaks!!!

:)

Exhausted Shiiiiiit

I don't care I don't care!!! I must post at least something here right now. The sucks streamyx service made my last few days sucks of the sucks. We all know that how internet plays an important role in our life. So how can we lost the IMPORTANT thing even few days??????? Mana Bolehhhhh???????!!!!! ><

Okay...have to calm down xD

Stay tuned!!! I am very very tired now since I went to quite many places today!!! exhausted!!!

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